Questioning your self is very powerfull way to do to take controll of everything that you find scary or uneasy about

Yeah I thought it was time to write a small uppdate what I am upp to in this journal ^^
First I can say that We got two new small kittens at home. We named them Kenji and Silver.
Kenji cause he was the big brother, (The first born) and Silver because of his furr that shine a bit like silver. ^^
I'm still at home just relaxing and enjoy my free time.
I'm really after uppdating picture or art here.
I haven't a the time or didn't wake up early to take some NEW PICTURE of my doll's.
But my mom is nice and had the time to make a nice ordinary everyday clothes for my Jina doll. And of course I needed to make my other female doll her stage clothes. Cause she is a singer. And I wanted her to have stage clothes.

So In doll news. I am still waiting for my new orders. And that is my HZDoll Tian (Sky) doll and one HZ outfit . And of course I am still waiting for my DBDoll Wenshao and Custom house Ange Ai Yo-Sd doll's as well
I still doing by best to complete my Doll collection.
Now I am in hunt of a good body for my Napidoll Serious. That I will make into this childlike bitchy girl XD
I am looking at bodies like Little Monica and the Dragondoll body. And Can't really decide if the dragondoll body is good for my doll head. Cause I afried it will look to bubble headed or the neck is to short to the big Serious Napidoll head of mine.
Also the price of dragondoll isn't to expensive aa the Little Monica doll body are.
I also need to complete my Sephy Doll head. Cause he need's a body too.
I was aiming for Souldoll Zenith body when I got second thought's about it. Because of Resin match.
I have other body that I can think of getting for him. And that is:
IOS Body, Angelheim Body, Dreaming Realm Body or the NEW Iplehouse Modell Doll body.
And of course I don't know for sure if those body will match the head's skin color either. But I know for sure that I WANT my Sephy doll head to be at least 70 cm in height.
He will be the one who will be my FIRST 70 cm Doll.

And of course I need to buy A LOT of DOLL RELATED STUFF. As Clothes,Wigs,Eyes,Shoes and more.
And I can't cause it's soon to be christmas and I need to save up. Cause I have to spend my money to buy christmas gift for my family as well XD

And I also besizes doll stuff to buy. Going to buy myself a NEW COMPUTER. And Also A NEW Camera as well. And to add in the list. I want to buy the NEW PS3 Slim conzole and the NEW PSP Game Dissidia. And I still havent bought the Final Fantasy Advent children Complete movie. Cause I can't buy it when I don't have a HD player

Yeah A LOT OF STUFF. That I want. But when you have free time. You just want to do all the FUN STUFF that you like to do. I also some times had the time to DRAW. But like I alwasy say. They just end up as a schetch I never have the time to CG color it on PS XD
And when I have my two lively small kittens that want to play with you now. I am busy a lot.

Still I force myself not to forget to have the time to watch Bleach and Hetalia
Cause those are the ones that I am seeing right now. I had the oppurtunity to watch Inuyasha's NEW EPISODES The Final Act but ONLY in Veoh site. And they only had 4 episodes.
I wanted to WATCH more. And see MORE episodes. Bu I couldn't find any

Anyway so A lot of stuff to get. And I am stuck all day long surfing around DOA and the swedish BJD forum cause I am a moderator there. So I need to NOT forget to UPPDATE the NEWS there. But I'm BUSY so I sometimes do
And I also around playing Happy Aquarium and Farmville. Cause I like to play those game. And that also is taking my time. And now day's I go up really late. Cause I have so much to do XD

anyway chirstmas is coming near. And yesterday I saw it was snowing. So I hope we get a white christmas thi year. it wasn't last year
Anyway I uppdate again when I have time or if I remember it

So I write again soon
Lyn

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My Doll's right now:
Lana Manika
Logan
Code One
Masaru Hiro
Fade Shikoba
Zero Hitori
Lonely Hitori
Fake Hero
Claudia Eve
Naoh Cesar
Red Reno

(Doll's which isn't done yet)
Sezz,Scar,Shion/Sion,Leon,Melinda,Rui,Lucy,Jane

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My Doll Head List:

Dollzone X
Elysium Leon
Cloud Sleeping Minimee head
Sephiroth Doll head
Napidoll Serios Head
Royce Doll head
Miho Doll Head
Li Xuan Head
Sheng Bin Head

Doll head that I want:
(Minimee)
Arieth, Tifa, Quistis, Zell, Edea with horns,

(Other doll head)
Frey, IOS Anos and Asyd, Migidoll Cho

Doll order that is coming:
DBdoll Wenshao, Custom House Angi Ai Yo-Sd dolls, HZDoll Tian (Sky) and one outfit